Monday, February 04, 2002

Looks like phil and I are going to New York.

Fuckin' right.

This means I'll have to sacrifice a weekend that I would normally get to see phil, but I'll also be able to fit Emily into the mix- Gloucester, New York, and Boston all in one weekend.

Other attractions include
~The infamous Greg Goulding, ex-paramour and total New York wonder
~Ground Zero
~A Eugene Lang Inteviewer
~Everything else in New York that I can possible fit into the tiny excursion.

Ghee!

This is too cool. Of course, this means I'll have to miss the outright dance, but worse things HAVE happened.

Tra la la!

I shoulda been in bed a while ago. On with it!

Jacquie's French teacher's son is on Who Wants To Be a Millionaire tonight. This makes me feel elitist.

Watch it. And route for him....I think she said his name was, like Justin or something.

On with it!

Sunday, February 03, 2002


They were tied, Emily told me, and I started freaking out, inwardly.

And just now they kicked a field goal and won.

I'm crying.

On with it.
Holy shit, that was fucking great.

"The Egg" by Orion Quinn

Word of caution- it's porn. GREAT porn.

It's more female-focused than male, really, but I think a guy could find it, well, amusing, at the very least. I was reading it because I'm trying to get myself started on writing the stuff again- just to see if I can get published on clean sheets, or anywhere- not that the 50 dollar check wouldn't be incentive. But being published- anywhere, for anything- is my main goal.

I'm getting back into Frank's Pit of Eternal Darkness, a message board for....strange, unfocused people. I was avid in it about a year ago, then I stopped for a really long time, and now I'm getting back into it- at first only to plug my site, but now because I've missed it. It's a lot less popular now than it was before, and the regulars are a lot less regular, but still, there's an aspect of it that won't go quietly into the night! Mwah ha!

I feel like listening to Meatloaf. Listening to Meatloaf and writing porn. If my sister still has any of their tapes, I think I'll do just that. If not.....I'll probably go to bed early and write some porn tomorrow in study hall. Ah, how grand to have my study halls to myself once again! No more college applications. Not for a while, anyway.

"Go Pats." She said with quiet sardonicism.

On with it.

Which
Carbonated Beverage Are You?



Well, that's pretty ironic, considering I just quit caffeine...and I never liked Mountain Dew.

Better than being "punkish" though.

I'm REALLY hoping Jenn's gonna want to go to the movies or something when she gets home form work. Or rent one, or bring the playstation over or something. So hoping she doesn't care about the football game. I'll sorta be fucked if she does. Time to do my french homework or go to bed really early, I suppose.

The world's worst rendition of the stereotypical love songs at night song Almost Paradise in midi form.

Not that I'd be interested if I were you, either.

It'll get interesting soon, I swear it will.

On with it.
I'm so punkish!
Take the The "What Teen Label Do You Fit Into Most?" Quiz!
by antiperfect


That was such an awful test, NONE of te answers applied to me.

And I am still struggling to figure out the dynamic thing.

But Jacquie has just reminded me that I am, in fact, hungry. I wonder if there's anything in my house to eat.

I gotta stop publishing this boring bullshit and get down to the......well, other kinds of boring bullshit.

Don't look at me like that- you're the one who checks it.

On with it.
Nah, the way she had it, there was swirls around it. Just to let you know, it WAS supposed to be cooler than that.

And I will continue to try!

On with it!

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I found that, if it worked, on another site....well, you know, with different text- but I don't "love Tyler forever", so I had to fix it to work for me. Let's see if it did!

On with it!
Holy shit, quote of the day-
"Goes to show how many crackheads there are in this country. Or oriental people."
From Jacquie's Blog.

Ah, man- it's sorta less offensive when you read it in context, but dayum- I read that and laughed out loud. I don't often laugh out loud when no one is around but myself. Shit, Jacquie is entertaining. Gotta love that girl.

Jeff and Andrew would both be THOROUGHLY amused by that quote.

On with it!
And yet again, I have way too much riding on the outcome of a football game.

The last time the patriots went to the superbowl, my father and I got very very close as we watched every game leading up to it together, cheering the pats on. It was the first time since I turned 11 or so that he and I had managed to have any discernible kind of bond at all. When they lost to Green Bay, he and I never really spoke again.

For the past few days he has been incredibly pleasant- tonight he was so much that it makes me want to cry. He is being good and nice and almost even fatherly, presumedly because the Pats are going to the Super Bowl again, and he excited...finally he may get bragging rights for the first time in...however damned long.

But if the Patriots lose tomorrow, things go back to normal.


Life fucking sucks when that much of your life is riding on goddamned football.

On with it.