Thursday, September 20, 2001



Chris, Jeremey, Ben, Nick, and Chad are all 100% right- somethingawful.com rules.........and I apparently have very little to say. This, however, can hardly be construed as a problem, being that there is onl another 12 minutes left of this study hall, and then I'll be released back into the real world- beware- and hopefully Ryan and I will be doing something cool shortly. We had plans to take a drive up to standish to visit Jeff, but unfortunately he has, well, no time whatsoever in between classes, meals, and rehearsals. Perhaps if we should feel the desire, we'll go up there anyway and poke around, possibly seeing him for fifteen minutes or so. Long enough to remember what he smells like, anyway. I feel the need to bring him something, however after buying gas, popcorn chicken, sodas, pizza, a homecoming dress and a broken used VCR yesterday with jenn, my funds are fairly limited, and I still hve to pay for gas with Ryan. Getting paid tomorrow, however, as I have less than ten hours this week, I doubt that this is going to help.


7 minutes left- what's my game plan for directly after school? Getting back my confiscated Ani CD from Mr. Leighton, the somewhat pointless two-minute after school talk with Rich Kid, confirming with Floyd that I am, in fact, allowed to go to homecoming, then heading home, eating pizza hut leftovers- my sister had BETTER not have eaten it, I will destroy her- and cleaning my room, and the ferret cage, just enough to satiate my mother's needs before she'll let me go out to god knows where with Ryan. Perhaps Ryan will help me a little with that, she seems to have the insatiable desire to be cleaning things.

4 minutes left.........Funny how disinteresting study halls really are...let's slip into absolutely uncollected stream of consciousness....I miss Nick, I haven't seen him in a really long time. I think he's spending the night this saturday, which will do me good, it's been a while since I've seen any of my lewiston/auburn boys. I miss Ben vaguely, too, but at the risk of giving away too much, its probably better for the both of us that we not get together until....circumstances change. I could explain that further, but I'm not going to. LALALALALALLLAA! Who else do I miss? I miss Chad who is, in actuality, an intelligent, sensitive, eager and benign force in my life.....but he's still an ass. (-Love you anyway, Chad). I miss Chris, the delight it is to lounge on him and get into completely ridiculous arguments about....everything.


2:12, I'm gone. On ith it