Sunday, October 14, 2001

"I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't men to ride
With clouds between their knees"

This song is getting to me this morning. Sort of being stuck between a hundred wonderful places and a thousand bad ones. That must be it.

Jeremey and I are fighting. In such a way that I don't think he intends for our relationship to mend itself in any way. He's a fab five. Fight or no fight, friendship or no friendship, I'd die for him. But there are some things I can't continue to handle.......I don't know. Probably best not to discuss reasons here. After all, you can always trace the whole damn thing on the other site. I hate that Chad's caught up in this, too. He said something on dysphorena (the other site that I'm not going to bother to link to again) about how Jeremey's been treating me and Jeremey got more than justifiably upset. This wouldn't be so bad, except that it leads to ostracization for chad from his entire group, being that Jeremey is an intricate, and rather autocratic as far as I've heard, part of it.

I've got more to say, but 1:34 pm as it may be, I've yet to eat breakfast yet, so perhaps I'll come back to this sometime today....my name is Linda, and I hope we've got turkey bacon downstairs. On with it~